While many people dream of fame and fortune, The Silence Of The Lambs star dreams of life at a ski lodge Starbucks.
The 45-year-old star tells U.S. publication Parade, "Sometimes I think, 'What the hell are you doing? What's the value of all this?'
"I have fantasies about the things I might have done. I wish I'd been a ski bum or maybe had a job at a Starbucks in a ski place."
And the actress still has nightmares about her lonely childhood as a movie star: "Being a child prodigy is inherently lonely... You're different from other kids. No one else can understand.
"There's a longing to connect, a craving to say, 'Here is the deepest part of me, the part that people don't see.'"
But Foster refuses to claim her childhood was anything but normal - it was normal to her: "People ask me if I missed anything by not having a normal childhood and the truth is, if I'd been an ambassador's daughter or grown up on a farm in Missouri, I wouldn't have had a normal childhood either. I had the only childhood I knew."
Source: WENN